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May 24, 20245 min read
Do what You Love
Last Friday at 2am in the morning, I was ringing 111, my whole body vibrating with a fiery pain, a pain I’d come to recognise as the...


Apr 26, 20246 min read
Euphoria and the Road to Oblivion
*A quick note and trigger warning, before reading this. My wife read this and was concerned that what I’ve written here may worry some...


Apr 14, 20245 min read
Opioids, Pain, Booze, Bread and Addiction
Being prescribed opioids as a recovering alcoholic/addict, has a certain kind of fear attached to it. Especially, if you have a history...


Apr 10, 20244 min read
Gratitude
I remember sitting in group therapy, at rehab, one morning, when the manager came bounding in telling us how we should all be grateful....


Apr 6, 20245 min read
Pain is a Symptom of Life
I spoke to a mentor of mine last week – the first time since coming back from Egypt, Abu Dhabi, Kuwait and the Maldives. “You get about,...


Mar 21, 20242 min read
Days like these
I don’t really want to write this blog entry. I’m not sure I can demonstrate anything other than glumness, but perhaps I’ll surprise...


Mar 20, 20243 min read
Taking one for the team
In 1970, aged 45, renowned author Yukio Mishima and three other men stormed a military base in Tokyo to protest against the materialist...


Mar 19, 20243 min read
Jilted Lover
One of the things that allowed me to enjoy writing when I was younger, was that I didn’t have an audience – other than myself. I could...


Mar 18, 20245 min read
spirited animals
A year ago today, my wife and I woke up on the car park of Taco John’s in Chamberlain, South Dakota. The night before we’d scoured the...


Mar 17, 20244 min read
Beauty is Truth
Years ago, I bought a book in a charity shop which became a kind of bible to me – that’s to say, I read bits of it, could quote some of...

Mar 16, 20243 min read
PUTTING A PRICE ON IT
Since starting Burnham Book Festival, I’ve spoken to dozens of writers, traditionally published or self-published, and almost universally...

Mar 15, 20245 min read
Writing and Life - a Crisis in Confidence
At some point last year, I took my second novel, Out of the Sighs, off the market. What began as a serialised eight-part story, in...
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